Your retreat and its purpose was beyond my expectations
It has been just one day and im at home and now i want to go back and experience it all again
Meeting you in Christchurch was a bonus for me as we drove over the mountains and the spectacular scenery. Then for a basic lunch by the lake with chesses and biscuits with snow couvered mountains refelected in the lake is very momorable.
Upon arriving at the retreat with the very impressive front gates and drive through the rainforrest. Then that beautiufll short forrest walkway surounded with untouched native forrest and ferns to the retreat was great setting f0r a great eperience.
Ive memoried your website and nothing was overstated. What i didnt expect was the quietness and only native birds. No big areas of grass, but native bush, ferns off all sizes.
Your Training center/Bedroom was special. As soon as I entered it i felt a sudden unusual warmth. Like i had to be naked in there. A place of reverance and seriousness. I coulndt help but to get naked, then you also did. I was overcome with pleasure as I felt a supernatrual urge bow down to and kiss your feet of which you responded as you shouted out to satan.
Although i had jetlag you inducted me the first night that was memorable , then followed by the Satanicly charged celebration Orgy that plsted many hours till ehaustion. Then the net morning at 6.30 its started all over again with just as much gusto with Satans presence as the night before. Your teaching me how to use poppers and open my mind to much greater things.
I shared with you my visions that i had years ago that till now they never made any sence
My times in your bed every night and meditation times were unexpcted, The glow in the dark stars, we cuddled a lot, worshiped Satan a lot. Satanicly fucked.
You taught me how to live a happy life away from the bedroom
The location of the retreat buildings set deep in the forest, the spa and BBQ set amoungst tree ferns. The rain was wonderfull.
I could keep on as im so enthusastic and need to come back but for a longer time
Geoff
Melbourne Australia
My experience at the Father Grahams Retreat
Father Graham.
I feel I had to write this report of my experience at the Retreat, which was extraordinary and beyond expectations
It has been just five days since I left you, and it already seems like a month. I came to learn from you as Satanic priest. My very goal is to experience everything I can and learn about you Father Graham in order to be closer and build a deeper relationship with Satan.
My conversion was over a decade ago and I’ve already done a recomitment ceremony on April 6th 2019. That said, I still felt drawn to visit you even though I had a pre-scheduled trip to Fort Lauderdale for the annual pigfest. I’ve waited three years to be able to go to that event. But Satan told me that I must come see you instead.
Even though it was a huge risk with 30 hours of flying and a great expense in time, effort and money—you don’t know when you will wind up in someone’s stew pot or subject to a con man, But it was worth every penny and all the effort. It paid back ten-fold.
I have returned invigorated, challenged, inspired, focused, rested, relaxed, and my only thoughts are when and how do I get to return to visit Father Graham and Brother Mike.
The trip went so fast. I felt so welcomed by you guys and you opened your world and your hearts to me to see how a Gay couple lives. Your ministry of a focused but beautiful path is inspiring. I will not forget what you demonstrated in the many paths to the unity of the one. I felt safe and in unity with you the whole time.
It was an incredible feeling like we all three clicked quickly almost like we had known each other in a previous time. You are genuine Satanists and the unity of the brotherhood is with you…I was so comfortable and relaxed and have never laughed so much.
The afternoons by the spa were awesome and I loved going into town with you and Brother Mike for a drink and a meat pie, and coffee in the mornings.
That said, you put me through the paces working hard in the office to work with you as you communicated with your followers, we drafted another book* together, reviewed your ministry webpages. I learned at your feet, experienced the power of your Prayer to the Father, saw an initiate brought to Satan, and we pierced the veil of the Astral Plane together.
I’ve never experienced so much growth—Gnosis, in so little time. I feelHe has a special purpose for you.
Your Brother Always,
Malthorpe, Florida USA
* Now incorporated into my ebook „ a new age“ pages 90-99
My Retreat experience
Its just two days and I am now back home in Freezing Dallas, TX USA
I went to the Retreat to learn more about Satan and be inducted by Father Graham, and experience supernatural sex in Father Grahams bedroom that he gave me as a gift. To be hypnotized by Father Graham, so then I would become the Satanic whore I desperately craved.
As I was greeted at the airport by Father Graham and Mike, I instantly felt a strong power and energy of Father Graham.
Barry C
Dallas TX USA
My devotion to Satan
that now seems like a lie
After so many hours flying to New Zealand I was exhausted for two days, then once I got over Jetlag, I enjoyed the Rain Forest and the beautiful scenery where the retreat set and I loved hearing the beautifully birds singing every morning.
One morning at 1am, I went outside and saw the clear start night sky. I was mesmerized at how clear the sky was in the Southern Hemisphere, where the skies are so unpolluted. I’ve never seen stars like that.
I couldnt falter the home made meals, snacks, british scones jam and cream, that as made by Father Graham and the Satanmass dinner (Xmas dinner).
As I have medical issue so I was offered a separate Cabin which was perfect.
But I didn’t feel ready to commit to Satan like I told Father Graham. I withdrew from My Satanic desires. I refused Satanic Sex with Father Graham and Mike. I refused to kneel at Satans altar. I refused to be hypnotised by Father Graham that I desperately wanted. I refused to have breakfasts and even rejected some meals, And I even refused the gift to be in Father Grahams bed for meditation and Supernatural Visits.
All the time Father Graham and Mike were gracious and hospitable.
But as I knew I broke too many rules that are well laid out in the “Terms and Conditions” I had to leave the retreat well earlier than planned or get evicted.
Now im back home in Dallas freezing winter, I realise how stupid I was to give up such an opportunity to be with Father Graham and learn from him and that as their Guest at their retreat in New Zealand, and that ive missed on the greatest opportunity that I cant have again. I was meant to be there for four to eight weeks but was asked to leave after 5 days and changed my flights to 5 days later. Now back home in freezing winter, I could have still be basking in Summer with Father Graham.
As the retreat is not completed I was offered at dramatically reduced price and now I feel so Stupid that I cant forgive myself. Father Graham I now wish I listened with more intensity to the amazing supernatural reports you told me and I’m sorry for not turning off my phone, I now realise how rude that was for me to do that.
I also know that Father Graham was not happy how I reacted against Satan and the whole satanic experience, and now I fear that his new gift of Punishment for the lies and my deceitful things I did against him and Satan.
Father Graham, Im so sorry for not keeping to my promises and to come back home as a Satanist.
Barry C
Dallas TX. USA
December 2022
Note from Father Graham
In reply to Barry CA
All these are the facts.
When we met him at the airport Barry was in a wheel chair, as he found the long distances to difficult to walk. Then he needed the cabin bag handle to lean on as we walked to the carpark.
One day he went for a short walk. Two hours later we found him at the caffe, which is a 2.5Km walk one way, *5 kms return with no footpaths. *About 3.5miles. He arrived at the retreat 5 hours later with no apologies and didnt want to eat our meals that we prepared to include him, he did this twice.
He came to the retreat to be inducted to Satan and be part of everything Satanic.
He arrived in New Zealand and had only US$200 in cash to stay with us for eight weeks. His told me that his only card with a credit of $1, he had no travel insurance, his baggage was lost and his cabin bag overweight.
After the prepaid 1st week, he promised to pay us US$200 a week. Instead he begrudgingly paid $70 and threw it to me.
He refused to sleep in Father Grahams bedroom (a gift from us of $450 value) . He refused to have SEX, he rejected to be part of the Satanic instruction. As I described one Satanic experience, he didnt put down his cell phone as he communicated with someone.
This man arrived with not enough money for his return flight.
He said he had no pin number for his cards, then 40 minutes later withdrew $70 and then said yes he has a pin number.
We asked him to go home to Dallas early and he didnt reject that suggestion.
As he didnt keep to the T&Cs he nearly got evicted. Mike stopped me from evicting him.
He borrowed money from people in the USA. With that money he used it on himself for chocolate, Ice creams and biscuits and didnt even offer one to us as he ate the whole lot himself.
This man is Selfish, a liar, Fraud and cheat. I have asked Satan to punish him severely.
Footnote, to any guests that when payment is made you agree to the T&Cs